The Saddest Thing To Me

Loving you is the saddest thing that happened to me,
It's also the craziest thing that could possibly be.
I always ask myself, like a million times.
"Am I out of mind?"

It's not enough that your way too young for me,
why do you also have the same taste like me?
I don't know whether to laugh or cry,
Somebody please tell me why?

I should not think this way,
I should not feel this way.
I have to get over this as soon as possible,
Because it could only mean trouble.

I can't fall for you.
Your mom would kill me if I do,
Your dad would think I'm crazy.
Your friends might hate me too.

Your sister or brother would get angry at me,
they will think I'm stupid, definitely.
Our colleagues would laugh at me,
even you would laugh at me surely.

It's so embarrassing,
It's totally exhausting.
In my part it's annoying,
I can't seem to be me whenever I see you.

What should I do to get over you?
I don't want to feel this way with you.
I hate myself when I look at you.
I feel so damn pathetic when I'm around you.

I wish there is a medicine I could take
something I could do to make this go away.
I want to erase this feeling
If I could I would do everything.

Before it's too late
before people notice how much you mean to me.
Maybe they already know
How much I love you so.