Total Crap in Words

I have a million words
On a million thoughts
That stomp through my head
Some racing with fierce speed
Others blundering at a mind numbing pace

But the words
The words do no good

I have feelings
A million too
Some scream through me
Like a screeching red wind
Others lay low
Like a settled dust
Irritating my lungs
But leaving me breathing functionally

Words can't explain them
Words can't explain me
I've tried a million

The right words
I will desperately try them all
Until I am unburdened
Understood

Words
Throw it all away from me
With your power
Until I am light

Encumbered by a million words
That do no justice
That won't let me free