It's time for me to wake up in a fantasy.
I already made a fool of myself already.
Who am I fooling?
I have to go back from the very beginning.
I would pretend I don't know you.
I would just let things the way it used to be
when I haven't met you
When I haven't heard your name.
I will just have to avoid you,
I know it's childish and immature,
but I'm starting to feel so unsure.
this kind of emotion I can't endure.
I wish I could have an amnesia
So I could escape from this situation.
I am doing things I am not supposed to do,
I hate myself when your there,
All I can do is stare,
and I don't feel it's fair
when you don't even care.
I don't like the way I feel
each time you are near.
I just wish my feelings would just disappear,
I can't let myself shed some tears.
Last updated May 31, 2019