I Am Not That!... I Am This!...

I Am Not THAT!... I AM THIS!...

I am not
described by these
epileptic diagnosis
and eternal midnights...
half dreams
and stamped lives...

I am not
this tattooed persona,
and not the lies
justified by your own mouth!...

I am not
the coagulated rhythms
of your googled thoughts,
and not the paragraph in which
ONCE you loved me!...

I am not
your Life Story
filled with anxious antonyms
and unlearnt lessons...

I am not
these epidermic proclamations
of your reiterated assumed pains...

I am not
the maze of your intricate conversation
filled by holographic nemesis
and self contradictory promises!

I am not
your reflected misread images
and scribbled immature emotions,
which... you collect for a white procession...

I am not
your days and nights
on which you spread your ink
as a fraction of MY Existence!...

I am not
your double "I"-s
and sampled love.

tantalizing Verb called
"To Love"!

I cannot be dethroned
from your Life Song!...

(Anca Mihaela Bruma - 31st March 2015)

Copyright (c) 2015 by Anca Mihaela Bruma, All Rights Reserved, except the right to forward and to share with friends - with credit - which is held to be a good idea and is thus encouraged.

Dedicated to Bahman Aslanli / Deli Yazar


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The author Anca Mihaela Bruma labels her own writings as being "sensually mystique" or "mystically sensual", a tool and path for women to claim their own inner feminine powers., Through her writings she overpass what seems to be the limitations of the human but emphasizing the essence of the woman, of the Goddess. The main theme, Love, is basically presented as a transformative experience in life, the energysing force in the universe and empowering the creative feminine., When she writes she sees it like a painting in front of her eyes, using lots of symbolism and allegory in order to apprehend the infinite intelligence, catching the reflections of truth with a strong mystic sense of infinity, of the boundless, of the opening out of the world of our normal finite expressions into the transcendental. Like an "architect" of a language she "builds" a language within a language, a universe within another universe, using vivid imagery, sometimes surreal, giving to her poetry a transcending feeling., Her writings are more kind of a spiritual autobiography, depicting a reality behind all forms, with no space and time, a quantum view of existence. Right now, she sees the writings as a form of being present inside the language, a paradigm of living which is encoded in the message itself, like a poetic consciousness with a spherical view of things, life, and love. It is more related with the realization of the greater self, beyond the mundane and well known laws of the society, as an expression of both the rational and the intuitive, in a concise form of poetry, increasing the awareness with new meanings expanded.

Last updated October 16, 2015