Bukowski, on his deatbed

stay pure, survivor
stay pure, o friend of mine i am leaving behind on this
messed up stage
sensitive souls have it hard
in this world that
keeps ignoring them

find no time for grudge
anger
or fear

be too busy for
regret
resentment
or revenge

stay pure, survivor
relinquish all that stains your
truest self
preserve your only life
immaculate

drink hard
at times
(of course)
smoke well and make
love to her
or him, or both
always as if that
were your last night together

be smart and
streetwise
but never snatch a smile
from an innocent mouth
never conceal a toy from your children
or refuse
a resting arm to an elder

stay pure, survivor
pure as the morning breath of a child
pure as a sunlit lake appears
from the top of a mountain

as i watch this drunken journey of mine
setting slow beneath the
embering sun
i am whispering this to far suspended clouds:
“there is no second chance
no replay
all we’ve got is
one life
one take
one time”

so stay pure, survivor.
stay
pure.

pretoria, 12 april 2011

From: 
sunnyside nightwalk (2013)




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ABOUT THE POET ~
Raphael d’Abdon (PhD) is a poet, scholar, editor and translator, and the author of four collections of poems, "sunnyside nightwalk" (Geko, 2013), "salt water" (Poetree Publishing, 2016), "the bitter herb" (The Poets Printery 2018) and "Selected poems/Poesie scelte (2010 – 2020)" (Besa, 2021, bilingual edition English/Italian). He has done readings in South Africa, Nigeria, Somaliland, India, Italy, Sweden, Canada and the USA, and his poems are published in journals, magazines and anthologies in South Africa, Nigeria, Ghana, Malawi, Singapore, Palestine, India, Italy, Canada, USA, Australia and the UK. He is the poetry editor of the literary magazine BKO, South Africa’s representative of AHN (Africa Haiku Network), and a founding member of ZAPP (The South African Poetry Project), a research group of the University of South Africa (UNISA) and the University of the Witwatersrand, whose chief aims are to create innovative poetry teaching methodologies, and to instill knowledge, understanding and a love of poetry in young learners.


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