So tired

Sometimes, I get tired of never being able to forgive myself.
Tired of being forced to repeat my mistakes.
Sometimes, I get tired of being misunderstood.
Tired of choosing to battle alone.
Sometimes, I get tired of having to be who I'm not.
Tired of lying to myself.
Sometimes, I get tired of having to hold back me tears.
Tired of living life annexed by other people's fears.
Some times I get tired of not letting myself give up.
So tired