l lost myself

in early childhood,i thought to win the world
but i could not ,i lost my thought,
i thought to be a high reputed person
but i could not,i am just an engineer,
i thought to be a rich man
but i could not be,
i thought to have a perfect life partner
but i could not get
at last i thought about my thoughts,
i changed the angle to see the things
i found that i am more happy with wings.