by Danez Smith
escape & travel mean the same to me. add took.
can’t see journey & not see flee. to run to
implies away, here pointing at left.
where does the map end?
where is freedom’s home?
there is a place where your blues is not fuel, coin
unrequired & softer. i seen’t it in a dream
thru a hole in one of they necks.
a hole i put there.
it smelled of vanilla* near the young men
bent & giggling golds over their dice & bills.
*someone’s girl lingering
or a cold twist up
or or one of them frenched
& pearled a left that will kill them
but makes it sweet
held in my lungs until they were gone
did you know we are made of cake?
must live near oil—argan & jojoba
may trash lift from the street like damp birds
but for now, bless the bottle eight times smashed
if it was once auntie’s cold pop fetched.
who should bless it?
is the most popular god on the block
the one making the miracles?
who sends the breeze
to Kenya’s neck?
who was the tribe of ants
escorting Dayshawn home again alive
who kept someone’s son from seeing your son & seeing
his mother’s rent the kicks you overtimed for him?
& since i implied the mother
let her be God here.
God has a good foot, a bad foot & a new ’09 ford.
worked in three years.
God hasn’t been fucked right since he went
God, your bonnet
is a crown worm-woven & my morning star.
God hasn’t believed in God since the wake.
Last updated November 07, 2022