Self-Portrait as Manananggal

by Danni Quintos

They ask me where I’m from & the answer is hundreds of years old.

Is that last name Spanish?

From Spain?

I sharpen my claws & answer carefully.

Originally, I say,because colonization.

They tell me they need to read up on that.

When I split in two, they don’t understand, they speak louder & slower, they explain what should be done instead.

Where are you really from?

orI don’t see color.

I leave my brown legs & ass in a secret place & rise above, meaning aerial, bat’s eye view, inhaling through my nose & counting to ten.

I come back & combine with myself.

I fill in the bubble marked Other.

I use a hyphen.

In the Philippines, they deter me with seasoning: salt, garlic, ash; they reflect me ghostly on billboards, erase my melanin with papaya soap & Photoshop.

Here, I am repelled by questions, mispronunciation, fetish & the phraseI know how it feels to be.

From: 
Two Brown Dots